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2009-12-02T20:16:00.002+08:00

what i do, i dont need to take u into account.
yes! i mean everything that i do.
it doesnt matter to u in the pass,
so now(present), there's no such a need too.
pls continue with your live happily and i hope the best for u.
i just found out that entertaining some of the people are plainly tired,
asking the same old questions and of course, i will give the same old answer.
because i answer or the sake of asking as u ask for the sake of asking.
no point.
i'm happy with wat i have. and i mean it.
my friends, my family and my stuffs. (esp with my durian)
i dont need a change in my lifestyle nor watsoever.
my friends are quality. not because i'm not interested that's why i din ask.
it is because i dont need to let u knw about my stuffs as well as my friend's.
ultimately u have your circle of friends and life to engage in, so do i.
things are not made to be said clearly at times.
i differentiate friends and durian clearly.

my house is getting some new look in this mth.
my father insist to have some changes although i try to stopped him.
i cant pain my wall red which i wanted, jus a bit sad la.
other than that, i'm fine with everything.

duration:
1mth starting from today! (hardly for mj liao)

things:
-51`inch tv to 47`inch tv
-wall painted in various colours
-console table in cherry wood
-sound system from kenwood,yamaha to LG
-bed frames and bed changed for my parent and my bro
-new overhead lap/light
-new overhead fan
-new curtain
-nano to itouch :D:D:D

more to come (i suspect)

yes!
update of pics will be in FB also.
i'm busy, i'm lazy.
busy with my personal stuffs and sch work.
lazy for update and typing.

ciaos!

2009-11-11T18:57:00.001+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?ref=name&id=677110416
谢啦！

2009-11-07T15:40:00.000+08:00

updating in FB instead~
:)

2009-10-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

in the future (or at any point of time) when i look back,
i wouldnt regret because i have tried before,
i knw wat i wan at tt time,
maybe, just that u dun get it or u dun wish to get it.

i dont make my stand doesnt mean i dun care,
i dun wan(wish) to knw anything doesnt mean i dun care,
i keep quiet doesnt mean i dun care.
my intention was to give the best that i could.
this is why i hardly decline request.
i dont wan to be self centred nor selfish.

on the other hand,
i'm happy for people like xiuzhen and patrick, nana and her bf ...
and i really mean it.
where two hearts are tgt as one,
not taking into account whether mths or two to years.

knw wat u wan,
go for it.

i have missed mine,
dont miss yours.

2009-10-25T11:12:00.002+08:00

i cant imagine chew ming is going the world ten ball championships in manila.
his face and pool hor, like bo link.
in class slack ! than talk cock with me and mindy.
suddenly i saw his fb update.
shocking news~
never judge ppl by its action and appearance (quite true)
he leaving next mth,
before that, can disturb him :)
i'm sure he can perform well !

ytd,
went out with ray and ted.
ted indirectly say i bui bui la!
woohoo,
getting something for keith.
mailing across to hongkong.
super fun la!
and then,
mail came again, new toy!
navy blue ribbon hairband. weeee~

star lens are my forever favourite~

maybe later going vivo with my bro, ray and junhao.adidas!on chery qq !lols!!
depends~

2009-10-23T20:24:00.001+08:00

what were we doing for fyp:

sherry??photographer! pl bluff me and mindy.害我看到‘我的老公’(kaiming)

2009-10-23T10:26:00.002+08:00

days begin with the IT help(less) desk worker.janet dress code look like one of them.she claim rp gave her $10/hr for tt job.lols

sompa look like IThelpdesk de lor.tt's her theme today.

she loves my bag.saying tt very nice to slp.my bag = pillow!:)

serioulsy rp lecture theater is like 10000x better than NUS one la.their chair sucks.their environment sucks.their atmosphere sucks.eeee.:Xi miss rp jus when i alight the cab when we reach NUS business sch.no aircon! ugly canteen. (although lz says cheap food)
even the air which the fan blow out is like damn warm la.E1 also not tt hot lor.conclusion:I (WE) MISS RP :D omg, my photos are jumping, so, some pics aare here and there.mos burger after whole thing.

yes, i'm healthyi remove skins before i eat.my favourie teriyaki chic burgerweeeeeee!

and!guowei inssist i mess up the place.as if he din:P

black and white photo for janet's future used.hahaha! on the way back to carpark to retrieved patrick's car.very far, so, we smart!take shuttle bus.

patrick has got mushroom head!!

unglam patrick.xiuzhen seems like she's a kid going for excusrion.

janet ps and lz act cool?

unglam patrick again,seems like patrick there's a lot of unglam pics*pls refer back to fb's album that i upload*

i caught patrick not putting P plate.so, xiuzhen ask him to pin it up.LOL!!and then, we play with the p plate for a while.ps, eye super red.as not so scare ppl, i might as well put anime.

lz is scare, thus hand holding firmly at the handle.lz is happy about P plate.\because i handle over P plate to him.great hounor!because:- guowei, patrick, lz }the P platers-xiuzhen and janet} the pre P platers (meaning bo license)so i no need mention about myself le la. when they reach their 1 year, i reaching my 2nd soon.

patrick showing off the correct way of turning technique.not like lion's! *i remember hor*

lz still scared!but janet seems happy now

same mouth pattern

and lastly, guowei action to me about what he did ytd.testing me whether i got study a not.i told him:-i saw heart rate-i saw blood pressure.haha!healthy range of both!120/80 instead of his 122/74now he knws i got study one hor!

at some point of day, his msg melts me.damn sweet. :)

2009-10-21T19:23:00.002+08:00

hardworking

VS lazy!

haha! everyone gets a chance to try and kena attack by the editing.jus nice its my turn today.i become guru liao~doting and joining them tgt.

i malu-ed myself today in the lab.
i say the word 'papa ong' infront of him w/o realising.
wanting to ask where's he,
so i said ' papaong leh?'
suddenly slient and kena luff liao.
super malu la.
die la, sibei malu lor.
everyone luffing like mad for a few min.
lion they all i doign stunts as usual lor.
but, papa ong answer me back.
:)
how papa ong knws that he's call papa ong.
even vevian say : byebye papaong!
papa ong did reply : byebye, see u all on fri.

and first time out of the third fyp talk session for SHL,
our team turn up.
papa ong sure got face liao.
we sat on the first row,
when he talk, he look at us.
wah liew, super funny la.
than me and mindy, keep saying : papaong say u, say u. not me, not me.
he also smiling at us.
omg la. super funny.
saw janet also, she first time earlier than me sia!!!

one good thing of having papa ong as our fyp advisor is that,
we no need to queue up to tap our card for the ppt slides,
he will sent it to us.
wooohooo~

after the talk,
i saw my hubby!
told mindy, mindy kp keep asking me where where.
than she saw le, she keep luffing and say ' yr lao gong!!'.
-.-
again, saw him at the aircon canteen makaning with other facis
shock again!!! mindy's bro ong also kena spotted.
a few days before i jus told mindy we long time din see kaiming and ong jinchoon le,
than my wish came true today.

had new makans makans again,
products of jap and carried by a self claim muscular guy.
hahaha~
too many liao la.
super heavy lor as in the weight.
also fattening.
bui bui liao.
i locked inside my drawer if not when i come back sure gone de.
i'm selfish always!
mine is mine, unless i willing to share.
if not, i rather dun wan.
bakc to the makans.
makans are choco sia.
very tempting, i brought some for pl they all today.
lets bui tgt !!!!!! share my bui-ness with them~

and this super cute jap doll with china doll hairstyle.hair got flower somemore.jus like fyda!

simon kumar tml.janet the banana tml.mindy the zookeeper tml.long day tml.thursday tml.yucks, weekend coming.damn!

2009-10-19T17:22:00.005+08:00

gotten back my digi cam from peilin, sharing this funny video.enjoy our day with all kinds of fun stuffs

broken nail

lion thought she was driving.LOL

3d scan machine

bow and arrowand tt guowei hor, tempt me with wat he caught in ps arcarde.he promise ot birng me go next time.weee!huskie~

sherry took my pic and edit

sunday's lunch:

sibei nice la.

banana choco.janet's relative!one for me, one for someone who likes banana

has got 4 clours , blue, orange, yellow and green.i dunno why has got blue when they claim tt different colours represent the 'ripe-ness'

chio ness red nails :)i did it ytd, but now, spoilt by my pumps.i'm lazy to touch up.maybe when i have time, i shall change to black colour.back to today, elmo saw me again on the train with his button!haha.he claim the button was red (bloody) but dry up liao thus its brown.creative.i dunno why always he saw me but i din see him de lor.i swear i got turn my head around after i recieve his msg that he saw me.omg la.elmo stalk me:Xsuper hilarious la.on our way to sch in the morning, mindy saw my 'mike'we super shock and scare to see him.i dunno why, super excited sias.at first he walk faster than us de lor, than hor, after like a few mins, he like walk another routine which is longer yet overtake ushe walk super fast la.end up we slow down our pace so as not to see him.he run cross the juction when me and midny luff like hell.than he walk towards Admiralty Park.i ask mindy human control lesson @ Admiralty Park? LOL!mindy say he siao one.than we realise he too the slope up level 3 (confirm),and take stairs up to level5(i surpose)ki siao de lor.when faci release prob statement hor, the name appear on the problem statement is MIKE.OMG lastunt us again. after which,. janet and xiuzhen came to find me.source for me.:)collect money for the NUS tix.chit chat a while, than they left.i continue with my ppt work...went to find janet to kill boredom since pl, lion they all haben come to find me and mindy.wah liew lorjanet told me a super big shocking news.i super shock and stunt.i stone for a while.she thought that i knw.she thought that guowei knw also.end up we both dunno.so, she's the one who is leaking out the news tt already expire 2 years ago.super DIAO!!!our discussion continues for like 45 mins, than i went back when i saw lion!pl and her came to find me and midny to pass mindy something as well as my digi cam.i told mindy the 'shocking news', she mock at me.LOL!ok la.expire liao ma.but i dunno lor.seriously i got no clue about it. than back in class,someone mention its Elson's b`day and ask tt 'mike' to sing song for him.we request a b`day song!yet, he sang 'love song' again.wtf la.somemore he stare towards alson which i sitting infront of Elson.meaning, if i look up, i see tt 'mike' directly on his face.i buay tahan luff too loud when he started singing.fy say i bad cause i luffing very loudly.cant help la.tooo disgusting liao.can see Elson will have a very special and unforgetable b`day. sian, tml i will have him in my team.:/tgt with tingting, mindy, angel.

i look innocent down here :P

i'm (might) planning to shift my focus, incase i cause more troubles for u.since u have no intention in giving me wat i wan. cheers! someone is in the plane now/soon.come back quick so that i can bully u :P

2009-10-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

i had too much of gd food recently.
causing me to eat leaves for now.
not grass because grass refers to a more jialat situation.
:)

i had sushi tei, ajisen, fish and co for the past few days.
i found out that i, myself dont really like them like i used to be anymore.
however, the people whom accompanying me for the meal means more to me.
indeed, the feeling overtakes the place of a meal for me.

big thanks to elmo for the audio tech button headphone in choco/brown,
as well as the sponge bob contact lense case.
he knws me well.
:):)
(time for me to change my contact lense case!!)
i hav been super guai today in orchard.
gotten forever 21's bangle + one pair of blue?/purple? cyrstal ear stud.
i almost gotten the agnes b ear stud, but heng i control my impluse-ness.
:)

over due makans which i bought last week with mindy while walk walk.someone will love it.

i cant imagine ytd i pia until 3 plus come back and slp until 12 today.yet today, i still surviving.ytd's nite seems like one of my dreams in one of the nite.very familiar lehs!from dreams to reality ??maybe i shouldnt have tink so much.ignore(bo chap) is a bless. speaking of tt, my bro is going out soon and his friend is at our house.no need to see, confirm he spending his nite outside liao lor.pangseh!

2009-10-16T19:17:00.002+08:00

this morning lesson @ dairy farm natural reserve (upp bukit timah).
environmental edu.
shitty la.
raining.
regret going for the lesson la.
somemore i wore spect today,
tinking that its ok and wanting to let my eye have some rest.
who knws, rain!!!
rain + spect = gone!

me and mindy took 1 pic each.located at the sibei ulu and super mosquito feeding area.while the faci is slowly explaining about the plants and flora, we are not interest in it la.we pia all the way, left them behind.my faci like to tell super long stories which i can predict wat she says.time wasting .

yaya, our surround are plants and vegetation la.this is call ns training for us.:X

chio bah!when i got home, my 'war' outcome with the nature.next week will be in sungei buloh
pui!i not going lor.i dun care.after tt went back home, instant noodle, than go find raycollect mails!!!i left with 2 mails haben arrive (if i not wrong)fruitful afternoon la.after tt i nap :)

next, ytd,
janet the banana (wore yellow),
i'm the leopard!
top, shoe, bangle, bag all leopard print.
janet claim that mindy is that zoo keeper.

and we have our overdue mid autumn fest photos, uploaded by xiuzhen today.

guowei bo childhood!artistic pic!my bro said to be one of ballet's move

we even had mj session using mj cards

:) to bird: eh,mai stalk me hor.fierce sia u, we different situation lor.u cannot go out with gals unessarily.
but i can go out with who i want to.mai jealous.jus too bad la.i die die also wun admit, (apply to others also)even u saw me with XYZ/ABC.:P

2009-10-16T15:50:00.002+08:00

ppl, do look at this video!!!

http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?comments&v=177355797227

location: my room
featuring: patrick aka mr wong
action: mono singing
time: quite long ago (mroe than 4mths?)

do enjoy!
and i linked it on my fb tooo!
till then, i'm ging to nap before i blog the next session

2009-10-13T13:43:00.003+08:00

papaong isnt here,
ian (aka kungfupanda) took over.
gt plenty of time to do wat we wan to do,
as a result,
sian!

nothing to be put in ppt.
sian.
going shopping with midny later after class (hopefully)
class is ignoring one of my team mate.
so are we as team mate.
*roll eye*

random pics of the day:

P plater.lousy.

jian bra's !

polka dots pendi.the stupid sticker is like quite thick.ugly~had meatball session ytd.yay!!super full.even this morning i can still feel the meatballs.:) ELMO IS ON THE PLANEweee~ how?how?how?how?how?

2009-10-11T16:14:00.000+08:00

i miss meatballs larhs.
:(

2009-10-09T19:53:00.004+08:00

omg la. mindy upload my unglam video@ fb.
damn!!
super malu liao la.
somemore she upload both lor.
-.-
she's taking revenge becuase i stunt her innocent team mate.
too bad,
i see his face and his slide, i feel like making him blur and lost.
ending up cant answer my question.
doing that, i will have a great sense of achievement!!
since mindy uplaoded into the fb liao.
can go fb see la
already malu liao.
malu more or malu less still malu.

play too much with sherry,
kena super doms.
pain until today.
had a hard time clibing over head bridge or even sitting down.
i walk in weird walking style. cant run too.
mindy and i kena pectoral also.
sad la.
i had red eye after i bath today.
no more contact lense for tml.

i'm uber hungry la.
:(

should i be happy right now?
i tink i should.
at least this is wat they wan me to be.
i shall be happy so as to fufill them.

2009-10-07T20:33:00.002+08:00

失去的东西往往不能重来。

最可悲的是，

连你自己都摸不清。

放不下手上的东西哪能拿其他的。

i will follow yr wish to draw the line.

2009-10-06T21:17:00.002+08:00

tell me how to not dream about u.
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how
tell me how

i hate the feeling when i wake up,
the super lost and help-less feeling.

its beyond my control....

2009-10-05T17:53:00.002+08:00

first day of sch.
my arm's joint still suffering from doms.
i tink now even worst because i sprain the muscle when i taking my lappy bag.
-.-
even move a bit, the pain is there.
stupid!!

today's lesson.
super funny,
simply beause rapheal is in my team.
he love to team with me,
i knw one lor.
haha!
he and his nonsense once again.
so,
human motor control module.
about premature birth and infant.
so the faci ask us wat's the best age to get pregnant.
rapheal shouted 'now'
jitao the whole class laugh lor.
after tt, he and his joke went on.
after tt, i ask him.
eh rapheal, so wat u doing in class then, and
why yr facial expression look so guilty.
omg, 2nd round laugh again.
he damn jialat la.
from premature babies can discuss until making babies.
even the faci also cannot stand him.
and also he ask why ultra sound only black and white,
while he's going to invent high defination ones soon.
eh, DR rapheal dominic tan.

i change the perception of pregnancy.
although before 37 weeks is consider as premature birth,
and premature babies looks alike with fried spring chicken.
the process of pregnancy can be enjoyable.
for example,
seeing tummy getting bigger everyday?
and different week or trimester, the foetus will develop their features differently.
its like magic :)
super fun.
and tgt with someone, you and him had something which belongs to the both of u.
omg!
this is different stages in life.

ok, enough of premature birth.
rj is back again.
after tt, need to redraft the consent form for tml's subject.
its ok.
tml papa ong leh!!!!
damn excited la.
weeeeee~ (papa ong will make my day for tml)

suddenly, i wanted to shout 'tou!!'
lols.
:))

2009-10-03T14:54:00.002+08:00

天灰了，你会回来吗？

2009-10-02T14:05:00.003+08:00

ps ar, those jio me out tml der.
for mid autumn fest.
gt date liao wor.
next time try to be early!

fyp meeting @ HPL once again.
but this time is early in the morning.
omg!
i woke up at 615am.
went out at 7am.
i cant imgaine!

reach rp,
same routine,
go 7-11 first.
get juices than went to E6.
set up those thingy.
and callibrate.
testing out and take pic when we were bored!
the theme of the day is :
seeking revenge-unglam pics of everyone !!

here we go with the pics.

skeletal and spinal poster.this is eduacating hor.

muscular poster.a bit disgusting thou.

unglam pic 1.lion's pose again!

unglam pic 2,still, lion!the leg open a bit too wide liao la.

broad jump mat over forceplate in the area of 3d caputre

the PW for bioware.papa ong ask me to log in to this desktop.then, peilin and mindy came over to help me.so when start up, have to press 'alt+crtl+delete' ma.so, user and pw need to be key in.mindy or peilin says put yr pw and user name.when i pointed at the top of the screen.eh, there gt pw leh, not my pw la.LOL!all luff.

papaong.old liao.backache/DOMS.haha!he's teaching in the next sem.gd hor!kena him gd sia.jus a bit long winded.

see tt vevian's face.kiam pa face lor.use the stupid equipment and 'poke' papaong.haha!while me and sherry crop papaong's head.mindy taking pic.so where's peilin?

i was trying to differentiate the cable while mindy stalk my unglam pic

and peilin's weird pose.

see her banana socks!distracting~haha, she;s trying to weigh herself in the forceplate.shhhh, weight is secret.and also age is a secret for female.sensitive issue

an helper came.*ah neh helper*super pro yet i dunno wat he's trying to do.so we continue with our entertainment and tt is to take pics

super unglam pic of mindy.YES! i have got sense of achievement after taking her unglam pic.i tried like many times liao lor.at last i succeed

lion was ask to test out the sensor of the video capture thingy.so she had to wavy and swing around the stick with markers.end up, she did a golfing pose.PLUS!her cheek like kena stuff food liao lor.i told her why to stuff her breakfast in the cheek pocket.becuase she complain hungry.mindy, on the other hand, ask her to take out her breakfast and eat.haha~

mindy!

tsk tsk, lion!she's removing mr skull's robe.no eye see la.she demo for 3 times.because. first time for mindy, second for me, last for peilin.lion complain and ask why we cannot see once and for all.

unglam pic again of lion.scratching here and there.itchy itchy.

unglam pic of mindy.yes yes!!

papaong kena harass by mindy

threadmill+leg ergometer.

sport psychology book.too bad, sport psychology i took 2 sem ago.if not, can peep the book for some tips.

blue curtain divider.yes, its the one in the hospital.old old sch type.

they are bored. when me and papaong discussing about the program.vevian unglam again

so hardworking, discussing lor!asking questions to clear doubts.:Xi have gt one papaong unglam pic.cannot show la.later he shy how.hahaha~
ok, i shall get my ass off my lappy and find food. (kena low blood pressure liao)i haben had my breakfast and time check its 2.29pm.i love gummies.omg they are heavenly addictive.:)

2009-10-01T14:11:00.003+08:00

vivo with vet and nana ytd.

cheeky(chicky) pose

thanks to nana, we all have to do the chicky pose also.

hot hot, she's feeling hot.

they 2 hor, super bad la.i almost fall on the stairs, still can take my pic.and comment i look like ah ma/pregnant woman.

conclusion, rp peeps are more dramatic compare to nyp peeps.

initally we pretend to fall, but, end up chit chatting and smiling.

*look at the length of nana's leg*

shorter than ours lor.:X

compare the butt length with reference with vet's

super action lor. call her also dun wan to respond.

i love her

adjusting and kena caught in the cam

ah neh couple

ham ham keychain.nana say look like shit.-.-this ham ham is malay hor.

omg, my eye's vessels are bursting and puffy eye is getting worst.
thanks to doing the same routine everyday w/o fail.
sch starts, i tink worst.
i should start shifting my focus.
anyone doesnt make a difference to me.

i'm pondering over the dreams i made last nite.
almost whole week?,
make me wonder if i make the correct move.
true?untrue?realistic?unrealistic?
from wat i tink,
dreams are dreams.
its wun happen.
prove me wrong, then,
i shall change my perspective.

anyone can save me a not!,
i'm restricting myself too much.
drawing lines wun help.
tsk tsk.

2009-09-29T19:27:00.003+08:00

saddening,
i still dun get wat i wan.

never mind,
this is not the first time.

i wun get wat i wan,
so, nothing else matters

2009-09-28T13:07:00.005+08:00

i'm lazy.i'm lazy. makan makansuch a nice complicated partner brought me to makan makan.LOL!~must touch until cry, like wat xiuzhen always says 'gan dong dao!'haha!and snap some unglam pics of me.but its ok, since my unglam pic is easily available, its already worthless.i'm lazy for words.

trio dessert witha mochi.a bit digusting.

salmon skin with mayo.ate x2 plates

tempura fried!

will i get pink-er or become like patrick if i consumer more pink stuffs?i'm trying to.i shall have those for lunch later.:D

pink chips

pink jap fish snack.

red/pink juice.weeeeeee!tml mj over at my palce again.patrick, guowei and lz coming over.and!guowei promise to dabao mos for me leh!!!!omg! a aya-wasted-din-go-blind person da bao for me.touch also.haha!!!!!i got plenty of food.thanks to a person with super conplicated relation with me.scare i die of hunger. haha~*eyebrow*

i left the pic, made yr choice easier.an empty shell is an empty shell.maybe years ago there's something.make a firm stand, like how i call evil boy, evilboy:P to be continue when i feel like blogging...-if everyday were like these 2 days. :D:D

2009-09-26T09:39:00.002+08:00

as broke as u can see.
i settle my bomb phone bill.
i left nothing in my wallet.
first time so jialat.

i shall stay at home from now on,
to eat to slp and to watch drama ...

i cant wait until sch reopen!
:)

can someone donate to me?
LOL!

2009-09-25T15:59:00.002+08:00

ray love feeding me with mj.bao wor.

ah zhen's b`day celebrate ytd.din cut the cake with her, cause i went lunch with my friend, ah xiongmj at guowei place.8 pax,4x2.i share with guowei.he daisai.

look properly, ah zhen face suddenly become flawless.wat does it mean?gt 爱的质润.hahaha!!!

ah hong and lz.

pig head lz.thanks to my idea.photographer by xiuzhen! btw, janet super irritated by me.i correct her pronouncing photographer la.lol.

ah zhen and janet.

cui look.

right hand side guowei's lousy tile. *daisai*left hand, my super nice tile.i hate 红中

super cute junpyo ham ham.ray caught it.:)the hair super cute larhs.added into my ham ham collection.i wan more lor.:Xbreakfast had mos burger.yes!super nice.after tt went to boonlay, bought mj cloth and mj dice.lunch with ah xiong again. and me and ray saw joflin.long time din see her liao wor.she told me about band stuffs.i remind her about patrick neo.hahaha!she rushing back to ntu for lesson.same sch with carol. gdgd for her.fix mj session with her and carol plus ray next week.yes!!!!!!MJ! lastly.thanks to Julian.he made this for me in fb's friends for sale ytd.

see, i'm a nice owner hor.:Pi work my pet ders.

ciaos, i going to disturb my junpyo ham ham.weeee~