presening my cross stitch, i have got a girly side one hor.at least i knw how to cross stitch.and now, i tinking of learning more dishes.if not, nobody really wans me.a bad tempter and stubborn gal.


next mth, should i change star lense or clear ones?


james claim this tiger balm is his generation.so, u can see we have got generation gap.


polo with shorts became my dress code for some days


gotta red adidas shoe for lab sesssion.


even in-sole has got polka dots.red!!!!!


snacks, trying to make myself happy


my bro's tiger shoe.which we went from ck tangs to taka to PS and to cathay.from leftfoot.NOT rightfoot.


i like the 'tiger' behind.i wanting to get one,but hor, i got my adidas liao.so no point buying so many pairs when i only have 1 pair of legs.













ham ham







i love ham ham to max.at least i admit i talk to soft toy.i'm not sick, they listen and tolerate me.they wun abandon me.they love me, they will be there when i need them.how i wish they were alive.or maybe, i shall marry to a ham ham in the future?LOL. enough of nonsense.
back to serious matter.


1mth,
still,
almost everynite nitemare huanting me.
what he said to me, becomes my nitemare.
those few days w/o nitemare, thanks to uncle ben.
he's really a nice guy.
due to some reasons,i cant get myself to rely on him.
rely and love is not the same.
when someone u rely on left you, you feel lost and insecure.
however, when someone u love left you, you feel pain.
if both you love and the person you rely left you,
= 美梦被破灭，一切将归零。期望，梦想，将来...永不完美。


i dunno how long i can endure but,
i knw this is wat i should do so that i can make you happier.
wat i cant give u, she can.
i rather let her give you your happiness.
unconditionally, u gave me the whole world, you make the toughest decision.
now its my turn, i shouldnt be so selfish.


原来爱比生命脆弱。
我曾经失去过，所以,明白。


back to square?
i hope not,
at least,
i see myself happier now.
for the sake of you.
sometimes, i jus cant get over flashbacks.
flash backs include gd/bad memories.
flashbacks jus keep running towards me.
kinda sad.


i dunno wat feeling should i use to attend my jiujiu's wedding about 1 mth in time.
when he ask me about you,
i dunno wat to say.
he's always a supporter of you.
here, a mixture of feeling strikes me.
TSK!!