Sunday, November 04, 2007 ' 11/04/2007 10:47:00 PM
argh!
out with my parents.
papa-mama-gal.
=]
bought a pair of billabong flipflop cos i knw my bebe's one already gone.
my dad bought himself and for my bro wallets.
braun buffel wallets.
this reminds me of yongass.
i miss him~
=p
dinner at home.
pizza delivery.
lazy family
=x
伪装的快乐，很痛
不知道从什么时候开始，回忆对于我来说，有些厌恶， 
out with my parents.
papa-mama-gal.
=]
bought a pair of billabong flipflop cos i knw my bebe's one already gone.
my dad bought himself and for my bro wallets.
braun buffel wallets.
this reminds me of yongass.
i miss him~
=p
dinner at home.
pizza delivery.
lazy family
=x
伪装的快乐，很痛
不知道从什么时候开始，回忆对于我来说，有些厌恶，
没有什么特别的理由，像一只逃避的鸵鸟，越想遗忘，越想尘封，就越是如此耀眼鲜明。
昨日苦涩的笔端早已写不出流畅的辞藻，干涸的没有一滴水。
依稀听见内心深处燥裂的泥土低低的呻吟，但我却什么也做不了……
成长本身就等于烦恼，而烦恼注定是成长的原动力。
心里烦恼着烦恼，躲避成熟，躲避世故，像防卫的刺猬，竖起了所有的刺。
让自己摔的头破血流，才学会伪装的快乐。
我知道怀念过去的日子，总是不好。那些美丽的、甜蜜的日子，
到了今天也都早已没有了当初的夺目光彩，妄图伸手去挽留，却只是抓不住的一场幻灭。
也许，用灿烂过往堆砌的宫殿困住我的罪首，不是别人，也只是我自己。
漫漫长路上，会疲惫的不仅仅只有腿，更有……
然后去学会付出，学会珍惜，再有，也学会割舍。
学着去明白生命中总有一些擦肩而过的影子，在黑暗中突然显现，却又一闪而逝。
恍惚中，岁月早已改变了它的谜底。
抬眼望去，回忆仿佛往事的眼，你望着它，它便也望着你……
轻轻的闭上眼睛，让盈盈的泪水流下来，把眼角擦干，然后我就会告诉我自己，
没事了，从这里走开吧 !
i'm starting to enjoy and loving being single and having no burden and lots of freedom.
does not need to inform where i'm and with who blah blah kinda stuffs.
maybe when i'm tired of being alone i will find someone to share,
by then,
i tink i will knw how to communicate will and not being so fussy.
sometimes i cant stand myself too.
AND,
mehmeh complain tt i'm too noisy asked me if my parents were here will i still like tt,
of course i will !
but depends u knw,
at different situation ones must acti differently ma.
at class i will be lame,
with shane-y they all i will be talkative,
mehmeh will be noisy of course -suan him,
with adrian of course being more mature.
i'm not tt noisy lor,
i tink mehmeh din see me when i'm quiet.
=]
but seriously i tink i have split personality.
several facese i mean.
i dun treat and act the same with all the ppl around me.
it will depends how much can that person take it from me.
example like bigbird and cg,
i often disturb them and update them.
i wun really go lame them.
by psycho them only la.
haha~
大概他以习惯了寂寞，
喜欢不被约束。
人们常常说‘女人心是海底针’
但，男人的心有些也是海底针。
我根本不懂他心里在想什么。
算了，
我会渐渐的习惯。
喜欢，是一种心情
爱，是一种感情
喜欢，是一种直觉
爱，是一种感觉。
maybe i 想太多.
i giving up slowly everyday.
feeling numb as time goes by.
cant slp
-.-
dam it.
blah blah mehmeh.
redred elmo,
yellow tall bigbird.
meowmeow cg.
irritating bird.
qiong qiong qiong qiong.
bunny rab.
mama martini
thickskin samson.
black face vet.
gumgum gummy gum.
yongsnail yongann.
weiweiweiwei.
jenny janet,
700 aidial.
uncle ah pek guowei.
farfar farah.
ramuramu.
purple barney X).
ARGH~
i cant slp la. nb!
raining leh,
kinda 空虚.
=(
