Sunday, October 28, 2007 ' 10/28/2007 09:27:00 PM
i have been tinking lately over this matter.
i cant really figure out,
let nature take course,
i wun force and need ppl to take pity on me.
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i knw that sometimes i'm really navie.
i shouldnt expect much from you cos i'm not your anything.
to a large extent is that i'm tinking too much or rather being too sensitive.
my principle is ' once you miss it, most probably you wun have the chance,seize it !'
i admit that i'm alway the one who's giving false hope unintentionally.
however for now and in the future,
i wun have any high expectation from you anymore.
i knw where i stand.
shit la,
i need some slp.
or jus runaway from this cruel reality.
my foul temper makes me feel evil.
it takes control over me.
i'm suffering and struggling everyday,
no one sees it,
and i wun let anyone sees it.
and i might consider to change my blog to private.
but its hard to manage cos every 2 weeks i will have to maintain.
argh!
mayb during the holidays.
try it out somedays.
